Reflections of a Recovering Addict, #8

  I found this on one of the recovery pages on Facebook that a fellow recovering addict posted. The author is unknown, but it is really a fun read and carries a pretty good message. As I read through it, I kept thinking it sounded a lot like a conversation my former sponsor had with me very early in my recovery. Though this is done cleverly as a technical upgrade, the concept is still very much the same. I also felt this was worthy of a reflection post rather than just a random post. It depicts, for those who are not addicts and know little about recovery, one of the many transformations that occur as a result of doing the work. It reflects the self-esteem and emotional growth that we gain in recovery that is beyond the mere abstinence of drug use.That being said, it can also be a useful guide for anyone who is struggling emotionally. As you read through this, you will see that it is not specifically geared toward the broken addict, but to any human who suffers with a lot of negativity and very low self-esteem. It is not as simple as installing software on your computer, because it does take human effort, but it is not as complicated as computer programs generally are. Just like anything else that goes with the territory of change, it is a process, not a magic trick. Give it a read, then give it a try, and then pass it on.

Customer: I really need some help. After much consideration, I’ve decided to install LOVE. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes, I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready to install it now. What do I do?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART?

Customer: Yes, I have, but there are several other programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let’s see… I have PAST-HURT.EXE, LOW-ESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.EXE running now.

Tech Support: No problem. LOVE will gradually erase PAST-HURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOW-ESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGH-ESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.EXE. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until it’s erased the programs you don’t want.

Customer: Okay, now LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes. You should receive a message that says it will stay installed for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?

Customer: Yes, I do. Is it completely installed?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTs in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops. I have an error message already. What should I do?

Tech Support: What does the message say?

Customer: It says, “ERROR 412-PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS.” What does that mean?

Tech Support: Don’t worry, that’s a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTs but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to “LOVE” your own machine before it can “LOVE” others.

Customer: So what should I do?

Tech Support: Can you pull down the directory called “SELF-ACCEPTANCE”?

Customer: Yes, I have it.

Tech Support: Excellent. You’re getting good at this. Now, click on the following files and then copy them to the “MYHEART” directory: FORGIVE-SELF.DOC, REALIZE-WORTH.TXT, and ACKNOWLEDGE-LIMITATIONS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELF-CRITICISM.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with new files. SMILE.MP3 is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.EXE are copying themselves all over my HEART. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes a while, but eventually everything gets downloaded at the proper time. So, LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. Ah, one more thing.

Customer: Yes?

Tech Support: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some similarly cool modules back to you.

Customer: I will! Thanks for your help!

~Author Unknown


11 responses to “Reflections of a Recovering Addict, #8

  1. Pingback: Reflections of a Recovering Addict, #9 | One Mind Many Detours

    • Thank you, Loiuse! I am curious, have you read any of the other reflections? It is definitely at the top of my list of things to write. It has been awhile since I have added to this category.

  2. I agree with Eric’s comment, It certainly does carry a good message. I love the way it simply explains how love can overwrite past hurt, self esteem and so forth. Its a very clever way of looking at it and breaking it all down.

    Thanks for sharing this.


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